2:16 am - 15 April, 2003
Another Garden Path
I'm so torn right now.
And I know I'll continue with this self-abuse, because I don't know what else I can do.
Without him, I'm miserable.
With him, around other people, I'm miserable.
But all that goes away when I'm in his arms.
He kissed me tonight. Why, oh why, did I let him do that?
It was wonderful...
